14/02/14

Tomorrow i’m going to travel and i’m not happy or anxious. i’m just whatever, in reality i’m little sad, i’m almost crying, i don’t know why. I just realized that i love my father so much, he’s listening to eric clapton and it makes me remember of my childhood and all he had done for me and how i’m grateful for everything. i’m going to travel without my family and i think i’m going to miss them, i never thought i would say this because i’m not a family person but god, i don’t know what i’m feeling anymore. i don’t know how i will be with other people that aren’t my family, i wish my parents were going with me too, i just love them so much, they are the best thing in my life.